I promised I would never put this up.

I seem to be my self

Every time I have felt

The pain, as you leave my side

I shall ease to be in pain

Coz I will never say

It’s meant to be this way

I will not know you all my life. 

 I’ll never be the same

All that we can blame

All these ways of fate

I will hate you – I will lie

Tears are meant to controlled

I will not be told

Found you, lost my soul

To see you, I shall dream tonight

It’s all that we can’t see

All that you can’t be

Somewhere deep in me l

I will live on, I have died

We always knew the end

But we always could pretend

Never could just stand

To what was real, what was right

And we shall never know

What it’s meant to grow

And be together

Our final words were not good bye

Truth is that I have spoken not,
And that, may have never pleased you
I don’t want you much now,
Now I need to forget that I need you.

Close to me, up close I’ve seen it
How life has so much to feed you
Please know for all that has been worth it
I may give you up but I would always preach you

Fear may have ruled wholesome
And I’ve only seemed to learn how not to keep you
I can only try to keep the best for me
And there is only one way, where I can lead you

I can sense you when you are furthest away
And in a way I know, I can’t reach you
Chains of fate is only a play of words and name,
My bondage is, that I have freed you.