Toil of the mysterious road

Toil of this mysterious road
A truth I can no longer hold
A place calls far-far away
As I sail on into the day

This war between desires
won and lost
Never had any reasons
to stay afloat
Life this way, I do not want
This struggle of the longest cause

Pure thoughts I did give up
Toxic is my fantastic warmth
To play, to love, to fail and be naught
This fire in me I shall let it rot

Never sure.

I am really never sure really I am just bored, really I am just ready to fight I am never really here, really I am just scared really I am j...