I have no answers to give you,

There is no truth to be told

I know you are not interested

In these silly grudges I hold.

I cannot promise you redemption 

There is no God to be obtained.

 I know why you are over

But I can’t play with this pain

I have no more sorrows to offer

There is no pain left to share 

There is no pride to recover

Just life left chained here

I take no pleasure in victory

My loss is my only solace

My bondage is to be free 

My worst I am ready to face. 

And I have no solutions to offer

The truth you already know

A chance is all we need

For in the end 

we will just grow old.

I can’t define it for you,
It is there for you to accept.

The only reason for my lies,
My truth will never be apt.

Your distance is always real
You are gone, that is the only fact.

I will love you for the things
You will always regret

It is fine to be this alone,
It’s the only comfort, I must confess

I stand to watch it all burn
The flames ignites all we had

We live and we die
Life just that simple fact

God

How are the gods for whom you've prayed?
Do you think more humans need be slayed?
Have you spilled enough blood till it rained?
And your gods, are they satisfied with your rage?

Is your temple now enough for your God?
Or does your church needs more regard?
There are many more that can still be called
a few thousand deaths –not much after all!

Do you now own the world yet?
Can you not win all the land?
Can they not tell by the clock that ticks
that yours is the only true stand?

How can the world not realize
The truth you see in an idol’s eye
They do not know of the holy words
still they wonder why they would have to die.

So how are the gods for whom you've performed
this magical feat, killing everyone?
Are you blessed now as the holy one?
Bloodied hands worth more than many diamonds stones.

And times have told you

 So many things 

you shouldn’t have heard 

And this path has showed you 

The fire that ought to burn

 So what will you do?

 When the anger is no more 

And what will you do

When you can’t settle the score 

 And the world will bore you 

With all that is said and done 

And the pain will adore you 

Left alone, the only one 

 So who will you blame? 

When all you have is your self

And will you still claim 

It was god that you felt 

 And now that I know you

 Do you still believe in all you have said? 

And now that you are over 

Do you still wish to excel 

 So who will you call out for? 

When you can’t hear yourself 

And what will you talk about now 

When all you could say has been said 

 And now that I own yo

Do you still want to run alone instead?

 And now that I know your fears 

Do you still think you can’t be lead.

 So what will you break now 

when all that you had is gone 

and what will you claim to be 

when you are dead.

For you and me :)

We are 

what we give up

to live for 

for all that there is 

there is always some more 

For all that we can be

we can never be all that sure 

for what is left can never be ours 

what we see is only our fault 

For all that we can scream 

but can never just start 

for all that we dream 

dreams that are never called 

For what it’s worth 

We have it all on 

For you and me, 

 For every soul that’s born 

It’s only a dream 

And we are all just gone. 

And it can never be right 

Coz we are never that wrong 

We can always fight 

 But we would lose some on our own 

It’s just a matter of time 

and time has always won.

Hindi

Barsto ki pheli barish

Bheeg nahi sakta abhi

Kuch kaam bakki tha

Kuch akhri boodeh thi

Bus chooke aya tha unko l

Pa na saka- Kuch teri hi tarah

Immarat ke ander pani bhar gaya tha

Log lagge the usse sukhane mein

Sehar bhi dooba hua

Traffic ruk ke chala

Sab kuch dheema sa tha

Dhundla sa - jaldbazi mein

Yaadien thi teri shayaad

It’s not your fault or my own

We were never meant to be 

and it went on 

Life was only a dream 

now it had grown 

 All we leave behind

never left alone

It is not your fault or my own

It is not a battle that we can win

 Just an empty sea 

We can’t swing 

another empty soul

deep within

But it’s not your fault of my own 

We never cared for what was known

Just another way to be unknown 

Deep down 

we never wanted it to be shown 

 But it’s not your fault or my own

Only a choice we would not make

 A simple chance we could not take

A lonely road now lies in wait

A long drawn battle we can’t escape.

God revisited.

You think you know God’s word for sure.
You think you are, the greatest soul ever born,
You think you can make all the sorrows no more.
You think you can’t be known, for what you are- A fraud.

You think I’ll buy, all that you have to sell
You think you can lie and I can’t really tell.
You think I live in some other place, another world
You think I am scared of, your self-created hell.

You think I don’t know-any other way.
You think I will lose and I will have to pray
You think I can’t shine because I made a few mistakes
You think it’s not pure-if I can have my own take.

You think you are right
If the fools don know you are wrong
You think you can be high, if they can’t be that strong
You think it can’t be mine, if I just get stoned
You think life is not fine, if I am always turned on.

All I really wanne do.

I want to tell you what I have to offer

I want to talk to you a little softer

I want to take you down the corner 

My soul is for sale, you be the owner 

I know that god is now a little closer

But I am out of here, it’s all over

I know that you could be mine

But have blown it

It is no surprise, I am just a loser.

I am just easy now and I am thankful

I could be sleazy but I have my hands full

And love the way you treat me

Coz I love to be the damned fool 

I want to tell you what I have to offer 

I want to give you my style of closure

And I want to teach you a few tricks to bend over 

And I have my own way, to own her

The walk is long

but it goes on and on, 

and it all ends in vain 

the forever kind of pain 

The thoughts emerge

and it hurts, 

there is no way left 

to complain, 

the forever kind of pain 

Forever lost, 

forgiven the thoughts

 then there is life left to blame,

 the forever kind of pain

The forest and the greens

and all things serene, 

yet all is same, 

the forever kind of pain 

 We stand one way

 and one voice to pray, 

then god wont play the game

 the forever kind of pain 

The sand and the sea, 

the places where we could be

 the memories remain

the forever kind of pain 

Touch those lips

we would have to give

 all that retained

the forever kind of pain

The life that they live

the happiness it gives

 a perfect frame

the forever kind of pain 

The speed that there is

the fall that thrills

it kills to be insane

the forever kind of pain

 You and i

a song, a goodbye and a birthday wish.

Romi sang one of my old and most favorite poem and I made a little video of it. Have a look.

BTW- This song is sung using a guitar and headphone and Microphone. Recorded on Oovoo.com, the video edited on windows movie maker, using random images all over the internet and written and recorded on this blog.

Two people not physically anywhere close to each came up with this. Gotta love technology.

Life.

An era of seduction A state of arousal He was beyond belief And now feelings belittled him It was beyond repair that Life out of this should threaten him It was all he wanted to know All he has ever hoped for The foreplay was soft Tender,Clumsy, Synchronized Movie like but real He hid his smile well Her face was of a goddess Her naked body Drenched in sweat Hungry in arousal What better day He knew god then God’s love and his divine plan As her thighs reaches out Closes around him He feels her body Submitting Moaning Her lips move Bites his chest A sting he feels all over his naked skin In love and in death we are Together, she said He was on top Between her Controlling her But a feeling of being controlled never left him His strokes were natural Effortless Calm Every other memory faded Meditated Peace Pleasure Every god and goddess descended Greeting him with open arms The ugly truck stops rolling The crushed car stops scratching A crowd gathers Few concerned, many curious He was without breath Beyond pain, beyond rush He will not want to move again Death gave him the best orgasm he has ever had

Do you care what they say to you?

For they care not what they say

Do you know what the truth really is?

For the truth lies not in the day

The night holds all the secrets,

The night that we let pass the most

They want you to not be alone,

For you might just know what you have lost!