How is your job?

So how is your job?
and are you still in the wait?
one day to just relate,
to all that you can't take
are you ready to make or fake?
And is some more is left undone?

And how do you know

That There is just this life
That we need to get on by
There is nothing you should be denied
And you shall steal it all or buy
And some more is always left to own

How can there be a god?
when there is nothing but this dark,
When all we get is lost?
When all that is left is naught. 

That's not much in demand.

I have to touch and go this time
I have to take your hand tonight
I have to make myself look good
I have to be with all that's right

You are not the one I do seek
You are here and am just meek
You are the one I do want
I am just easy and that I will flaunt

I have to tell you the truth now
I can be over, I won't bow
I have to make up all my lies
I have nothing else that I could hide

I am lost in all my thoughts
I am just lonely with all I've got
I am just touched that I close to nought
I am just taking on all that's hot

God is one lose lessons I have learned
Things I pray for are always fun
Touch and go and touch the smile
I can't imagine my pathetic plight