God

How are the gods for whom you've prayed?
Do you think more humans need be slayed?
Have you spilled enough blood till it rained?
And your gods, are they satisfied with your rage?

Is your temple now enough for your God?
Or does your church needs more regard?
There are many more that can still be called
a few thousand deaths –not much after all!

Do you now own the world yet?
Can you not win all the land?
Can they not tell by the clock that ticks
that yours is the only true stand?

How can the world not realize
The truth you see in an idol’s eye
They do not know of the holy words
still they wonder why they would have to die.

So how are the gods for whom you've performed
this magical feat, killing everyone?
Are you blessed now as the holy one?
Bloodied hands worth more than many diamonds stones.
And times have told you
 So many things 
you shouldn’t have heard 

And this path has showed you 
The fire that ought to burn
 So what will you do?
 When the anger is no more 
And what will you do
When you can’t settle the score 

 And the world will bore you 
With all that is said and done 
And the pain will adore you 
Left alone, the only one 

 So who will you blame? 
When all you have is your self
And will you still claim 
It was god that you felt 
 And now that I know you
 Do you still believe in all you have said? 

And now that you are over 
Do you still wish to excel 
 So who will you call out for? 
When you can’t hear yourself 
And what will you talk about now 

When all you could say has been said 

 And now that I own yo
Do you still want to run alone instead?
 And now that I know your fears 
Do you still think you can’t be lead.
 So what will you break now 
when all that you had is gone 
and what will you claim to be 
when you are dead.

Never sure.

I am really never sure really I am just bored, really I am just ready to fight I am never really here, really I am just scared really I am j...